since youtube wont let me audio play it :/
How many have you loved?
And i remember when i met him, it was so clear that he was the only one for me. We both knew it, right away, and as the years went on, things got more difficult and we were faced with more challenges. I begged him to stay. I tried to to remember what we had in the beginning. He was charismatic, magnetic, electric. and everybody knew him. When he walked in, everyone’s head turned. Everyone stood up to talk to him. he was like this hybrid, this mix, of a man who couldn’t contain himself. I always got the sense that he became torn between being a good person and missing out on all the opportunities that life could offer a man as magnificent as him. And in that way, I understood him. and I loved him. I loved him, I loved him, I loved him. And i still love him. I love him.
—Lana Del Rey, National Anthem (x)